i am not (particularly) surprised that mccain lost and obama won. but i am surprised that i cried during mccain's speech. i am not surprised that a nation celebrates an african-american man's ultimate achievement. i am surprised that i did not realize how much this was going to mean to people.
i feel privileged to be 32 years old. i am old enough to know that the divide between colors used to be a bigger divide. i know, because i've heard it from certain prejudiced statements and attitudes from people older than me. however, i am young enough to consider myself color blind. i guess that is why i did not realize what a big deal this is. to me, differences among people are because of many things - the way they were brought up, their culture, their faith, how they treat other people. but to me, the differences among people's colors?
melanin. since i first heard it, back in middle or high school, i've loved the song "colored people" by d.c.talk. i think i just loved how they explained it so well. why don't others understand?
my children don't know that mr. obama is dark-skinned. they've seen his picture. they can pick him out. but they don't know that we differentiate people by skin color. we don't differentiate people by hair color or eye color. interesting. i know. i mean, it's in our history. i understand this (or at least as much as i am able). but in the now, that IS history. right now, why do we need to check a box indicating what "race" we identify with? (this coming from someone who, when applying for her license to carry, checked "other" and wrote in "human." they would not accept that as my race, but that is my honest belief. we are of the human race.) the more we focus on it, pointing it out on every form and statistic, it seems the more we will... well, focus on it.
it is late. my mouth runneth over. i was going to call this post "surprises & hopes," but it got so long i changed the title. but as for some hopes:
i hope that mr. obama surprises me in his economic ideas.
i hope that mr. mccain knows how much he is appreciated.
i hope that nobody does anything idiotic to our next president that would ensue a worse divide than before.
i hope that my children will always remember and understand that God created each person, formed each person, loves each person, & has a plan for each person. all life is life which the Creator created, regardless of color, contribution, or consensus.
i hope that having a melanin-rich president will encourage previously discouraged people to grab hold of the opportunities that this blessed land offers.
and i hope that mr. obama does not rob us of the motivation to go for those opportunities.
[thanks for permitting me to ramble. g'nite now.]
12:53am 10.5.8